Holidays
Finally it came. Ya the last day of sch for the sch year. To be frank, i m not like the rest who always look forward to this day. I hated these last day. It mean at least for me tt i will be alone most of the time at home doing hw n only more hw. Cos frankly speaking, no one wants to invite me out or to accept my invitation except for the usual few.
Yes today is also results day. Yar i agree now that my results were not bad but i juz can't seem to cheer up. After the results collection, everything i do was really not in flow wif my intentions if u noe wad i mean. First thing was that training was cancelled. Its like so long we didnt have proper training already and sorta missed it. Well maybe u guys other may think otherwise. Next was the GPF rush den the class T prob. Haiz...
The rest of the day mas made even mroe gloomy due to the rain. Yes, i must first thank the rain which clear the haze and smoke but it also seem to bring away my joy. Seriously i just dun really like rainy days.
Well gotta plan my holidays now or i end up stoning all da way thru. At least i will get to improve on my sch work.
Results
Feeling a bit nervous and worried this mornin as today is the papers checking day. The whole day i was a bit off the usual self as i m very of afraid of retaining in J1. The 5 period break that i was supposed to cool myself down by playing bridge wif my classmates turned out to be OP preparations in the end. Quite frustrating and in the end, we chiong for the 5 periods and pon phy lect just for playing cards.
When we were playing, we were like sitting and playing ther so openly in front of the concourse area. Teachers walked by and we have to hide our cards. In the end we shifted down the steps further just to carry on playing cards. ok, my luck for cards today was so-so only, worse than usual in fact. Lost in all Big 2 games that i would win usually argh!
The rest of the day passed and it was results and paper checking. I was quite surprised with some of my scores. I was quite lucky to pass all subjects. Yes, i passed physics and GP. All by stroke of luck. Wad madde me frustrated was the maths paper which was the second paper after chinese that was 1 mark away from the next grade, A. Looked thru the paper and i had myself to blame for those stupid and careless errors.
Generally i am quite happy for the results but i think i could have done better. Really have to catch up in the holis.
Finally its training again! But without even entering the pool at all. toopid haze!! Had theory for the training with most of the guys being more engrossed in Rui Hon's Battlefield 2 on his laptop. Well, slight difference in the resuscitaions and it seem that i need some more time to get used to it.
PW is in full swing now. We r really rushing for time ot bind our WR by tmr and hand in by thurs. We are alos rushing to complete the OP preparations by this week cos we have to have practice sessions nxt wk starting from mon morning. ARGH!! bit frustrating.
Its quite a blow for me these few days to be bz in PW only and got commented by a few ppl. ok these ppl( not to mention names, not very nice) told me bout problems in my character and attitude. i really thank them for the comments but i m now in dilema on how to solve these issues. haha.. feel bit bad in me now.. a bit of guilt too. I feel it too, there is something wrong in my character and personality that some people just hate it. how to solve it is really some big issues and these comments sort of affected me for a few days now. gotta find an ans soon. haiz... ok ppl, if there is more prob u find in me plz say it. haha.. wun mind... problem is how i have to solve them...
LOSE!
Wow really a long day today. Real long for me at least. The class fought so hard in street bendy and basketball. It's really nice to see that everyone playing put in all their efforts though they are tired. Really grateful to them.
Street bendy was a smooth trip to the finals. The first match was so close that we had a draw and we had a penalty shootout. Maybe its because we lack of the star play Pearly. haha. Felt quite happy that i made the critical penalty to draw the penalty shootout after 3 shots where its sudden death. The other game was easy. Finals was totally screwed. We were just not as good. SB11 actually got hockey players from SA6 adn some other classes. They were simply too good, we were totally thrashed. It maybe because all of them were tired due to previous street bendy matches or the matches against SC1 in the second bball match today.
Basketball was a smooth in the first match with not much challenge but from quarter finals onwards, its totally different. It was quite taxing to play against SC1. The guys were good especially the guy in the blue FBT pants. Darius and the rest couldn't really catch up with him and got me to guard him instead. Really tough. I spent my rest of the match just to guard him. Finally we won that match by 10 pts. For semi-finals against SA5, it was really tough cos its partially due to every1 being to tired to continue. We actually had the street bendy finals and go for the bball match straight after. They were really fast. The match was super fustrating. I played the first half and 7 mins in the second half. Yan Lu our star was super tired. He was subbed out and in again in the second half for the final push. But we still lose by 10 points. Jian Rong those guys were really good. Really blame myself for being too short and jumping not high enough. There were so many shots that were made in front of me. I was 'burned' so many times!! gotta train to jump higher! Really sad to lose another match straight after the street bendy match. Everyone was so depressed. Furthermore there were so many ppl supportin my class. Really sorry to those supporters as well. Hope Yan Lu is fine. He wasnt really smiling much after that game. He was just too sad to lose 2 critical matches in the same afternoon.
Well, AC games is over, we won nothing at all. But i think everyone in the class gained by getting to know one another more and there is greater bonding within the class. And through this period we really saw the true colours of certain people and the true abilities of certain people. Again just wana thank all my classmates for giving their best in the games whether playing or cheering on for the players.
The games
Wow, AC games today. So shiok to be playing again. ya thats the word to describe it. It was generally fun. My class took part in basketball, street bendy, captain's ball, frisbee and water bomb. Really it was a lot of fun.
Ok start from the best score of all games. Its basketball. We thought we were quite lousy today, but somehow we managed to thrashed the other team 23 to 9. WOOO YEAH!!! All thanks to the slient killer puay bing. She practically for the whole match juz camp under opponent's basket and wait for our fast break. Something bad did happened during the match. We actually played against AA2. This stupid and idiotic girl just wack my specs of my face when i tried to get back the ball she stole. In the end, she screamed and wack. WTH!! The ref was like so blur, in the first place cannot determine where we r scoring, still give possession over to them. It is SUPPOSED TO BE A TECHNICAL FOUL! -10 for AC ref here. More bad stuff about ref is about to come also.
ok for captain ball we sadly lost and street bendy we were so lucky to have pearly and joanne to score the 2 goals to seal the victory. And also thanks to Yan Lu for the spectacular save. haha.
Water bomb we advanced somehow, but i was not there. Frisbee was the best in all. We walked over the first match den advance easily to the semi finals. Shafiq like gave his all though he was fasting. Really tiring for him. Then came SC3, the team that was playing quite rough though i have to admit that they are good. We were chasing all da way. they played really rough. Real rough. One of the worst was when this stupid guy come tackle me when we actually scored. ok its like this, i managed to get the frisbee to score the point within the box area but this stupid fella came banging into me to tackle me a few seconds after i caught the frisbee. After that i fell and he somehow still stepped to my already injured toes with a bleeding toe nail. Furthermore it was NOT COUNTED!!!! -50 for that stupid guy and -30 for the ref. another stupid thing happened during the match. SC3 was so rough and constantly came into body contact with us. It was at around the last 3 mins then tt stupid ref say, " Hey people! No Body Contact!" super fustrating and Darius could't hold it anymore and scolded the ref. I sub out to rest and in again at the last 2 mins to manage to score the last 2 goals for the class to make it a 9-6 lost. Poor fellas. We played so hard and yet we lost furthermore there is a stupid class who nearly allowed SC3 to walkover for finals!!! -30 for the class and another -30 for ref.
Total in all we still had fun. But AC ref a lot of them CMI so total is -70 for them!! Hope tmr we can win for street bendy and have some hope in bball. And most important of all NO LOUSY REF WITH NO MUCH UNDERSTANDING OF THE RULES!!! ESP BASKETBALL AND FRISBEE!!!!!!!!!!
OMG i really cannot believe it, i finished PROMOS!!! ok not really, only left 1 more SPA.. right juz dun care, study for it on mon night.. yar tts it... Anywae i m already enjoying myself.... Feels so light in fact.
The past 2 days i have been having so fun, it could even been better if not for the stupid haze. Straight after papers on fri, i rushed home to change and rushed out to have the usual bball sessions with my buddies. Got there playing without dinner and when all of them arrived and we started our usual match, we find that it was rather hazy but we carried on. Rd 8pm we have to stop totally cos we cannot even breathe properly. OK, stupid haze again. In the end we chatted for an hr plus and watching those idiots who play soccer at basketball court with their girlfriends playing with candles in such a hazy day where PSI in the west at the period could be more than 120.
Yesterday was better, real better cos my buddiees came down to my place for a swim. Poor jit hao, he cannot even step out of house cos PSI is 130 and his parents forbidded him to go out. The rest of us carried on swimming and playing ball in pool without him.. haha... really poor thing jit....
Last night, i went to some lantern festival event with my family memebers and cousins. The festival event was like a food fair.. i went there so hungry at 8 den after like 15 mins, i was alrdy very full. All the food was so nice.. real nice.
Well, now the play time should be over, cos my WR haven settle yet... Yar, sighzzzz. Gotta finish it soon...
Unoffical last day of Promos
Finally there is only 1 major paper left. Yes i say fianlly. ITS really been a long week. Super long for me and maybe for quite a lot of ppl out there. Hope i can do well in today's paper cos i have been preparing for it for quite some time now. In fact i may have done the most preparations for chem. Really really hope can do well, at least to cover up my loses for physics.
Yesterday, one of those real rare days that i really sit down for more than 2 hours studying. I went ot the library with clovis. A lot was done there and i covered what i needed to or at least what i think i need.
Tonight will finally be BBALL AGAIN!!!!!! Oh yes finally after 1 month of not hitting the court and shooting hoops. Really feel my hands itching to play. This shall be my very motivation for today to do well. Yes go in for the paper and throw all tt i know in(practically just wack). Den off i go to my favourite place with my ball and my buddies.
So chem here i come, u r getting down!
Screwed
Found a new meaning of screwed after today's paper... Physics one of my better papers turned out to be the worst so far!! Felt quite fine when i started doing but things get worse once i skipped the very last part of the first question in paper 2. Subsequent questions have blanks here n there. what actually made things worse was the heavy downpour outside the badminton hall. Super noisy when i was trying to come up with a solution of the question that i got stuck in. After the paper, everyone was also complaining, except for Joel. He said that the whole paper was smooth, pro isnt he?
I felt better after lunch when i reminded myself that there are just 3 more papers to go with 2 pracs n chemistry. I also feel much better after reminding myself at least i done my best and the previous papers were quite fine.
Things seem to get boring now as i only have chemistry to study. I studied for tmr's prac n left alkenes to go for this fri but there are like 3 more days including today to friday's paper. Furthermore, i got thursday free, really wonder how should i pass my time other than chem n more chem...
This blog still seem like bit no life, maybe cos i myself look boring... hope this blog wun be as dead as the previous one..
Promos week
Feel so relieved after the GP n econs paper on Fri. Felt like the whole promos is over, however, there is still 1 more wk to go for the main papers! Tmr is maths n chinese, hope i do well... hope.. haha.. n gd luck to u ppl out there having promos..
