Argh!! Frustrating and i feel like venting all this rage inside me on something!! I juz simply hate holidays!!! yes HATE!! especially holidays that do not seem like holidays!!!
The past 3 weeks went by and i achieved nothing at all!! I just hate this feeling in me. I agree it feels so good to have holidays cos u can have fun, go out and so on but when u have to go back to school a few days a week and having this freaking pile of homework that dont seem to finish it juz dun feel right.
I feel good when i am having fun but when i m at home, no outings, no nothing, it juz feels so lonely and this stupid feeling of gulity of not doing homework comes up. However, once u touch the paper or see that darn question, u dun feel like doing anymore.Why? cos i need companion when i do work at times, at least i can ask when i dunno compared to my parents who juz say they dunno everytime i ask.
Its this contradictory feeling in me that i hate so much! 3 and a half weeks gone i have no progress in work, i m stoning at home when there is no training and i dunno how to carry on this holiday when my schedule gets busy in doing CIP stuffs.
Ok think i should stop complaining in here. Anyway no one in this world like to hear complains especially my complains and no one visits here anyway!
[[[ C.K.]]]
8:51 PM
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The One
Ong Chin Kuan
21
30 May 1989
NHPS,NHHS,SAJC(1st 3 mths),ACJC NTU
National Cadet Corps(NCC), AC Lifeguards,NTU Lifeguards, Clementi YEC
The Loves
basketball
swimming
My family
A special someone
The Hates
bugs
loneliness
idiotic ppl
The Wants
bring joy to everyone around me, somehow
good results
Special someone to be happy
