PW results are released earlier today. It was sure a big woo-ha for the J2s all over Singapore and not just us. Everyone around me seem very excited to know about their grades, the fruits of their hard work over 8 months. For me, i want to know the results but i did not feel any anxiety, excitement or anything, maybe its due to my over-confidence. At the very least the scoldings, strictness of Miss Lim Oon Hua, our repeated complains, our overnight burn-outs doing WR and jokes within the group paid off. All members of my group received an A! Most people in Ms Lim's class did well and bagged an A. Somehow, we still have to thank her despite her strictness and sometimes unreasonable demands.
Life lately seems to be really rocky, i feel like i m swimming out there in the sea, trying to keep my head out of water while going towards my goal. Emotional roller-coaster ride may also be another word to describe. Somehow, i seem to put too much things in my head. Zhi Long seems to be right, i shld really relax a bit. However, i find that i m really not myself lately. I have lost my concentration in a lot of things that i do. This seems really bad, its like when u play and have fun, u think bout work and during work u think otherwise and slack. In the very end, nothing seems to be done. Some dilemma going here isn't it? Growing up somehow dun seem to be as easy as many other may say.
Competition for us lifeguards is also coming up in end june and we are already training hard for it. At least i m able to contribute in a way or another though i m not in the first team. Gotta really admit that i m juz not tt fast and good. at the very least i m going to do well in my rope throw, I will meet my target somehow.
I found this quite inspiring quote from a friend's blog and it is: Getting ahead in a difficult profession requires avid faith in yourself. That is why some people with mediocre talent, but with great inner drive, go much further than people with vastly superior talent.
Somehow, i agree with what it says. Think bout it.
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The One
Ong Chin Kuan
21
30 May 1989
NHPS,NHHS,SAJC(1st 3 mths),ACJC NTU
National Cadet Corps(NCC), AC Lifeguards,NTU Lifeguards, Clementi YEC
The Loves
basketball
swimming
My family
A special someone
The Hates
bugs
loneliness
idiotic ppl
The Wants
bring joy to everyone around me, somehow
good results
Special someone to be happy
