It wasnt really like this in the past and is it because unconsciously I am protecting myself from being taken advantage of till a point that I seem to be a jerk to others.

My EQ seems to be a little prob. My dad and few gd friends did mention to me. Guess its the rage and the anger that come and go so abruptly.

Some of situation happened today brought out some of these behaviours which reminded me that somehow, i need to sit down and reflect.

Maybe I am thinking too much but I feel that being myself lately seems to be a little problem where I start to offend people in a way or two. Nt very gd but I guess I somehow have to make a little change, at least to the part on controlling or letting go of tt rage and anger within me through other more peaceful means other than thundering my voice when I get frustrated with myself.

Peace of my mind, guess thats what I should achieve now to be clear in my thoughts to have tt little change in me for the better.

[[[ C.K.]]]
11:10 PM