Somehow, for a while this thing has been boggling my mind. Is it insufficient effort or is it that I am just not good enough?
This has been an issue that sets my mind to go to and fro in deciding which is the reason that I have not been doing well in a lot of things.
I simply do not believe that I am not good enough, yet, after putting in so much effort, I still simply could not achieve the desired. Now it comes down to effort. is it insufficient?
I looked back, many say I have been juggling too many things to fully concentrate. Again, it is quite true but I have since juggle lesser things and put lesser strain on my emotional and physical aspects so as to have better concentration in the things i do.
I gave my 100% in everything i do. However is it sufficient? Maybe it is still not enough.
Probably all these pondering and emotional strain is quite unnecessary but one has to look back to see errors to correct them right? This time round I simply cannot find the answer. Maybe I am just not good enough.
Or maybe its just both...
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The One
Ong Chin Kuan
21
30 May 1989
NHPS,NHHS,SAJC(1st 3 mths),ACJC NTU
National Cadet Corps(NCC), AC Lifeguards,NTU Lifeguards, Clementi YEC
The Loves
basketball
swimming
My family
A special someone
The Hates
bugs
loneliness
idiotic ppl
The Wants
bring joy to everyone around me, somehow
good results
Special someone to be happy
